Even in the deepest thought,
Even within my deepest emotions,
I cannot seem to find
What I've been looking for.
I can't seem to find
My problems, mistakes
I've made.
I want to sit and cry,
And have no one hear
The pain.
I don't want them
To hear this song
And think it's by someone
Who's not strong.
I cry alone to just manage myself.
I don't wanna be saved.
I don't wanna cry for help.
I'm just to myself,
So no one else can get affected, too.
I just wanna push through.
Even in these deepest thoughts,
Even in these terribly deep moments,
I'm gonna put a smile on,
And assure to everyone,
I am strong.
August 30, 2010
