The Fighter

Sometimes my mind gets scared.

Like I am not confident enough.

As If I am not strong to be tough.

As if I can't level up.

I feel as if I am weak.

As if there is tape holding

Back my cheeks,

Like I can't even speak.

As if there are chains

Around my wrists.

I am being held down to this,

No confidence.

Low to the ground.

My ear only listens 

To my mind.

"You are not worth it," it would say.

I'm in a prison.

I try and try to fight

To get out,

To the top.

Fighting, never willing to stop.

I'm being held,

But I won't back down.

I'm not no one's clown.

No crown will be placed on their head.

I'm off to the races,

Gonna fight 'til I bleed.

They will beat me,

Hurt me,

Watch me as I cry.

I may be hurting,

But I'm alive on the inside.

My soul will never quit.

I know what I want

And I'll do anything to get it.

I'll reach to the top

No matter what I do,

Because I know my strength,

It says, "No one can stop you."

I'll undertake the pain,

I'll fall but I'll still stand.

I'm trudging beneath this rain,

But I won't take no hand.

I'll listen to my heart,

I'll find my power deep within.

Nothing could bring down my confidence,

Nothing will create my end.

I'm going to fight, again and again

'Til I reach my top.

I'm aiming towards my victory,

I'm gonna find the strength in me.

My will, my heart.

Confidence.

December 18, 2010

*(As shown in The Wine of Angels: A Series of Storms)

I Wanna Mean Everything

I wanna be your everything,
I wanna be there with you through everything,
Even if you would push me away during hard times,
I promise my heart will always be there for yours.
No matter how bad you would hurt me,
No matter how many tears fall from my face,
My love will never change.
I wanna mean so much more than just a girl to you,
I wanna mean everything to you.

February 14, 2011 (2:43 am)

Forever With You

I could imagine this forever,
Forever with you.
I love the way I'm so sure,
The way I know it's gonna be just us two.
Your heart is beautiful,
It's sweet and true.
Tell me that forever will you be mine,
Tell me that this will last a lifetime,
Forever with you.

February 11, 2011

A Little Something I Call Love

Here's something I wrote for you,
It's clean and it's pure.
It's definitely sure.
It's warm and it's sweet.
I know you were made for me
And I don't doubt that one bit,
Because right when we kissed,
I knew our lips were made to fit.

Here's what I wrote for you,
It was only made for us two:
"I Love You."

February 10, 2011

Love Is

Sweet and simple,
Touching and loving,
Perfectly thrilling.
It's you and me,
Only until forever ends.
Forever and ever,
It's me and you,
It's love and truth.
Our love is what love
Really is.
Our heart's together
Always and forever.

February 8, 2011

Forever Boundless

It's because
I am in love.

I have fallen unspoken
Into this world.

Feeding my mind only
With your sweet words.

Imagining at night
What our world could be like.

Picturing and dreaming
Of our sweet and perfect journey.

It's because I am in love
That I feel like I'm flying.
Having the time of my life
With you smiling beside me,
Embracing me and holding me,
Endlessly loving me.
You're the truth to my heart,
The key to my love
And without you,
Nothing would exist through my eyes;
Our love,
Forever boundless,
Gliding through the skies.

February 8, 2011

Take Me Safe Into Your Arms

Touch my heart
And kiss my cheek.
I'll close my eyes
And imagine dreams.
I'm together with you
Where life seems
Open and new.
This is only if I'm with you.
Because my heart's
Not whole without your touch.
Our kiss wouldn't be real
Without your lips.
Kiss me, take me, hold me,
Save me.

Take me safe into your arms
As I touch your heart
With my rough fingertips.
Take me safe into your arms
As I kiss your cheek
With my broken lips.

February 8, 2011