What is this?
I close my eyes
And I feel surprised.
My heart beats,
My stomach turns.
Why am I being sucha girl?
My mind spins,
I feel I'm reeling in.
I'm caught on a hook
And I can't get out.
But for some wild reason,
I don't mind.
I tell myself,
What do I do?
Should I let myself
Be pulled through?
I close my eyes
Hoping my heart will tell
Me where to go.
But all I feel is
My heart beating really fast,
Breathing unsteadily.
Am I ready
For this kind of new?
What do I mean to you?
What does it mean
When my stomach turns?
Why in the world am I being sucha girl?
July 6, 2010
