I never cried at night.
I was emotionless.
I didn't care.
I wasn't sad, mad,
Nor did I feel hurt.
I didn't feel terrible
During the day.
I didn't mind
The words you'd say.
They weren't cold at all.
I didn't mind that
I had tripped then fall.
I didn't mind that
You left and didn't
Even helped me up.
My heart wasn't torn,
My body wasn't worn.
The memories were
Nothing to me.
The smiles and laughs
Were all fake.
When I thought about them
Over and over again,
I never cried at night.
They weren't endless. (Which is actually true)
I was joyous.
Sensitive doesn't even
Exist in my dictionary.
I loved that your
Heart was stationary.
Really I did.
Keep it up robot.
June 24, 2010