I can't even feel my feelings.
I think I am over thinking.
I sit there,
I stare into space,
I try so hard to
Catch up with what
I am feeling.
But,
I'm finding it
Kind of hard.
And it's tearing me apart.
I can't understand
My heart's words.
My mind interrupts
And keeps flying
Back and forth,
Forth and back.
It's making me restless.
I'm feeling a bit
Heartless,
Gonna be mindless,
Literally.
This isn't me.
June 25, 2010
